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#34-desu: Osoroshii Kono Sekai/This Dreadful World

Tue Jun 16, 2009, 9:46 PM
Well this week, I started off thinking maybe this week won't be so bad. Maybe I can kick back and relax, play some The World Ends With You or maybe even replay Lux-Pain. But god damn it my week just went down to the pits of Hell! I got graduation money from my grandmother who I love to death, unlike my real mother. This kind old woman who can't even understand/speak English gave me $300 as congratulations and I'm grateful that she has been so kind to me as I grew up, being a real mom to me even though I lived two hours away from her! One would think I would save this money for college or go out and buy myself something nice, but noooooo. My mom ends up taking $260 from me and loses it all when she goes out gambling with my asshole father! Over three quarters of my graduation money is gone because my fucking mother won't admit she has a gambling problem! I'm so god damn frustrated!! I wanted that money to go to something that had more meaning to it. I didn't want it to be pissed away like that! I'm so god damn frustrated I don't know what to do...I feel like crying. And to top it all off my mom is pestering me about my weight again, not like my self esteem can go any lower at this point. She's making me go on three hour walks with her as soon as I wake up. Not to mention she's an incompetent idiot who can't understand a simple question such as "where the fuck are you parked so that I can get a ride home from school." I ended up running around my college campus twice looking for her because she can't answer a god damn simple question! How the hell am I related to this idiotic woman?! ARGH!! I want to shoot my self! She makes me so angry!

Oh and I don't even have the $40 that would have been left over because my mother made me go out and buy a $45 present for my father's birthday. Gee thanks mother, leave your oldest child miserable and penniless why don't you?

God I don't care if I sound whiny...I know I sound whiny and god knows I've been through a lot worse than this but that money had a lot of meaning behind it because it's from my grandmother, who's old and I don't know how much longer she's going to be with us. I love that woman more than anything in this world but my mom took away her gift...I'm just so depressed and frustrated right now...

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  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Make or Break - The World Ends With You
  • Reading: Starfighter by hamletmachine
  • Watching: South Park
  • Playing: The World Ends With You
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: The Yaoi Channel In My Mind
  • Interests: Writing, Drawing, Reading Manga and Watching Anime
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy VII:Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Gackt or TMRevolution or HYDE or Abingdon Boys School
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Visual Kei/J-Rock
  • Favourite artist: Miraiyu
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice or Dante Alighieri
  • Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Video >> I still like iTunes though...
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 3/ .Hack//GU
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/DS/PSP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roy Mustang/Kanda Yuu/Rabi/Grimmjow
  • Personal Quote: Suddenly I find myself enjoying tormenting the religious people with my thoughts on their gods.
  • Tools of the Trade: .5 mechanical pencils and high polymer erasers and Papermate pens(in blue and black)

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*KaiSuki Oct 20, 2009, 8:34:50 AM
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:icontransparentplz:Thank you for the watch.
I really appriciate it. <3
Sorry I am so late to thank you.
I am a busy man D:
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Tyki: Maybe~

In the name of UruKai <3
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~santheas Jul 16, 2009, 3:43:55 AM
ohohohoh~ Thanks for the watch! :heart: *spreads love over your page*

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~RyuhouRevenge Jul 16, 2009, 10:20:16 PM
lol *spreads love over DA*

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All religions, no matter how old, or how "original" they may seem, all stem from the same place in the end. All of man kind's religion is drawn from a fear and hatred of what we are and what we will become. Monsters and Sinners.
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=AishuuLovesSweets Jul 12, 2009, 8:01:12 PM
Thank you for the watch! :hug:

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*ChuraMai Jul 11, 2009, 1:19:40 AM
Hey hey Thanks for the Watch~! XD I really appreciate it~! :heart:

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*arcturus17 Jul 10, 2009, 4:25:45 PM
Much appreciation for the fav. :hug:

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"I can't say what I don't know because I don't know what I don't know." :shrug:
Kristian & Nikolai Sturluson, Drake - *The-New-Order | Xin Lien-Hua - *Adept-Stone | Hakon Eiger - ~Mahon-Region
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~RyuhouRevenge Jul 10, 2009, 6:41:12 PM
Much appreciation for creating Kristian.

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All religions, no matter how old, or how "original" they may seem, all stem from the same place in the end. All of man kind's religion is drawn from a fear and hatred of what we are and what we will become. Monsters and Sinners.
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*arcturus17 Jul 10, 2009, 8:16:53 PM
You like him, huh? I'm not surprised. |D

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"I can't say what I don't know because I don't know what I don't know." :shrug:
Kristian & Nikolai Sturluson, Drake - *The-New-Order | Xin Lien-Hua - *Adept-Stone | Hakon Eiger - ~Mahon-Region
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~RyuhouRevenge Jul 10, 2009, 11:05:57 PM
^.^; I'm sorry. He is just such an awesome character. And he has an incredible amount of attack/support techniques. I've never seen such a detailed character.

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All religions, no matter how old, or how "original" they may seem, all stem from the same place in the end. All of man kind's religion is drawn from a fear and hatred of what we are and what we will become. Monsters and Sinners.
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*arcturus17 Jul 10, 2009, 11:23:26 PM
He's actually defence and support. And yes, I agree...he's really detailed xD I've never gone so far with a character till he came along.

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"I can't say what I don't know because I don't know what I don't know." :shrug:
Kristian & Nikolai Sturluson, Drake - *The-New-Order | Xin Lien-Hua - *Adept-Stone | Hakon Eiger - ~Mahon-Region
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